My three dirty little secrets

There are things I am sure I never thought about telling you about me. Blogging provides a mystery and to tell all would give that away.

But, I have to give up three secrets about myself, so I guess I will begin with I stay up all night and sleep during the day.

I know, I heard all of you. But it works for me. I can work on the computer next to my bed while hubby sleeps. Then after I feed him and he goes to work I can have the whole bed to myself. I have chronic back pain that prevents me from being able to rest if I can't have enough room.

As for another secret. I do what I can around the house, but I don't clean like I use to. I can't. When we are having company I still put myself through excess bodily pain to the point I am down for days. So the dirt doesn't bother me anymore.

And, number three is, I am so sad it's pitiful, because I can't figure out how to get more people to follow me or how to get higher numbers so I can get giveaways.

It seems like an evil little circle. The haves, and have nots. I beat my head against a wall every night and cry to the blogosphere for help. But, no one hears me. So I will continue to search out the answers I seek until I am worthy.